Graduation

Graduation day is another busy day. Morning i woke up at 8. Tot it would start at 930 i took my time. Who knows CY called me. told me we need to be seated by 915.
PANIC!!! quickly changed and went off. Brought my clothes and PSP only.
I took cab... wow its 28 dollars...
lately spent so much on cab no wonder my mom wana nag at me...

My darling is concern about that matter also. I want to help her lighten her financial burden also but she is quite insistent on paying her own bills and settling her problems.

So happy to be there at the graduation. Saw many people and took many photos.
Was really happy but at the same time sian my darling wasnt there with me. Its a so special moment but no1 was there. Didnt plan for darling to come with me also.. thats y at first didnt take the offer.


Took alot of photos with the rest...and i quickly rush down to meet darling at bugis. I am lucky to have arrived shortly after she did. Went to top 1 ktv for the first time and maine really sang well.
I know my singing is just average and i cant hit high pitches so i didnt wana sing much also ....

After singing we went chomp chomp. Ate alot and after tat ice cream somemore..

Then acc darling home and sat there chatted until last bus..

wat a wonderful day.

Day 4. The day she returns

This is to back date to the day my darling returned to singapore.

Early morning wake up very late.. came to work early i think.
Work has been busy in the morning but very slack in the afternoon.
Time seem to pass quite fast coz i count down waiting for her. Even my colleagues know i am waiting for her coz all tune in to my facebook and sends their regards. Thank you guys!

Darling said she want me to be there before she arrives... so i decided to rush off even before boss even going off. Being the first to rush off the office, i quickly went outside and flagged any cab that comes. Told him Golden Mile. He didnt ask me which road to take. BUT, we were stuck at express way .. So stuck the cab fare was very expensive.. through the journey i was worrying that she would arrived already.

However she was still in malaysia haven cross the custom.
From the feeling of excitement till the point of boredom and disappointment, she called a few times keeping me very happy.
After she arrived.. she and maine suan me like mad in the cab..
even the taxi driver also pity me ... got bullied by 2 girls...
I know this 2 are very close girls to me so i dont mind being bullied by them la...s ome more its just for fun.

Ate western and took a walk to punggol park. REALLY love the time spent with darling.
So great feeling to spent time until 2+ together..
Lucky friday is graduation and i get to go out with her again. no restrictions of time.
At punggol park darling gave me PRESENT !!!!
i really tot she didnt buy me anything ..
Although i understand tat she is quite broke from all that spending, i still hope she would buy me anything.. even a key chain also ok... tat would make me happy already.

she gt me a wallet and watch... I must say that her taste for things is very good...
i loved both of it so much i am carrying it everyday .

I really love her hugs and kisses. Love this feeling of being together. Its not because i am single for a long time but its just special for this time.

ShIRLey I LOVE YOU~

Day 3. Counting down to arrival

Day 3 is much easier than day 2.
Its like the feeling when you climb mountain after you climb to the top.
Now I have another half of the journey walking down. but walking down is easier.
Over here after +2 days.. i am counting down coz tomorrow can see her.
That gives me motivation and we did sms alot. That kept me going.
If we didnt sms at all it would have been hell. Lucky we did. However, i even took out my PSP and look at our pictures.

When i was on the train or bus, i sometimes will spot other girls.. and it always reminded me of her.
Not that those girls would look like her, but her image would just pop up.

I had a dream last night. I dreamed of winning something.. nt sure if its toto or 4D. But i was damm happy about it la. Even told her about it . I wonder if i would really strike 1 some day.

We chatted quite abit on the phone at night. I find that day 3 is a fast day as i started counting down. Time isnt crawling anymore. In fact, i was busy at work and after work i came home to watch Perfect Cut 2. I have many episodes to catch still. Now at episode 8 only.

Heard about darling spending over there. I know things are expensive and i want to help her out as much as i can. I DONT WANT to be a FISHMONGER. I know situations may be difficult but i am trying to make this relationship work.

I truely feel that this time i found someone different, someone not like anyone i dated before. A total diff kind. Someone who will sacrifice(xi sheng) for me even when she is suffering.

At night when we chatted over the phone, she did say that i'm often not concentrating. AM I ?
i tot i am quite focused already. Think my concentration span is quite short ba. That explains my grades in school always.

DARLING ~ Come back soon. I miss you.

day 2 without her

Day 2 is a happy one.
Received her sms early in the morning... she even called me !!!!
u cant imagine the smile on my face when she called. Was feeling sleepy but became so awake the moment i saw her name pop up on my phone.

Like i said, i managed to send some sms to her... Hopefully she received all.. If some also can..
can tell that she is worried about money issues coz over buy liao... she even bought some tu chan for my family lor... so happy that i have gf who is thoughtful and considerate.
Work been pretty boring until coming to the end of the day.. when boss gave me something to investigate.
Think i shld watch Bai Quan Nu Wang epi 11 with darling. i feel its touching..
maybe she will cry in my arms.. (secretly hoping thats the case)

Today i feel like buying a new PSP game... A car racing game or something..
or even some old cheap game.. my psp totally no game to play coz cant mod yet.

Brought weizhe to meet daniel to talk about software.
Hopefully it all works out well for dan.

I REALLY MISS YOU DARLING !!! COME BACK SOON !!
i have 2 more days to go .. technically its wednesday ... thursday i will go to golden mile and wait for her... at least i get to see her !!! can see her hug her send her home... tats very good le..

day 1 without her

The day started bad with my mom giving me problems. broke my promise coz she scream over the phone to ask me come home. felt so angry on the way home.. and so sorry to disappoint her.

Woke up and spoke to her about the issue. Its actually not the 1st time and not a problem that just arise.. She has always been possessive mom. Didnt mind that in the past coz i was single and i feel i should be filial. Most of my friends didnt have problems even nt going home for a few days.
Why does my mom want to control me so much.
I'm matured and old enough to handle my life. She can care.. but dont step on the lines pls...

I didnt actually sleep much .. maybe just 2 hours or so. Felt abit drained and headache. That headache kept me awake the whole day in fact. last talked to my darling just before she went by the custom. I nvr felt so sian before... In fact.. through the day i keep lookin at the phone waiting for sms.. Flashes of memories keep appearing in my mind. I'm lucky i finished my work before lunch.. afternoon was more relaxed. even as i watch abit of drama , i kept thinking.. how i wish i could watch these drama with her. laugh and pity the characters together.

Time crawled until 6. even travelling home is a bore. Used to be looking forward to finishing work so i could meet her. Now i can only walk slowly to get home.. and all the time thinking of how to get the message through to my mom to get off my back.

Darling left me some homework ... I dont feel like doing it coz i really feel so sianz....
DARLING I MISS YOU !!!!

That reminds me. Now let me formally introduce *by picture* my girlfriend.

Blissful life

For the past 1 week, i had been very happy.
I changed my facebook profile to in a relationship with shirley tung.
Guys, its offical. I'm attached.
Although i haven told anyone at home about it, i think they will find out slowly.
I find that the more i'm with this girl. the more i find similiarity and compatibility.
She is like the girl of my dreams and she is the girl i will love more and more.

brought her to mount faber, east coast, pasir ris , singapore flyers already..

Almost got abit lost at mount faber to henderson wave..
but luckily got see ppl can ask..
but indeed its a romantic and nice to chill place.

found that she is someone who will understand me..
but there are some things i worry still..
alot about us.. its not easy to maintain this relationship...
sometimes i'm worried about my family side... worried about what my mom will think
after all i want her to be accepted by my family.

also worry that now i'm so nice to her... what if some day she find tat i'm nt tat nice to her already .. and feels tat i changed. i dont want her to feel that way.

Another thing is attention. how much of attention is enough ?how much is too much ?
its something i have to slowly figure out and something i have to work it out with her.

I am learning about her slowly..

Major issues in my life is the finance, time and her.
i know she isnt having a easy time too.. i so xing teng her for it..
i want to do more to help her..
but what can i do ??

i know she has a temper. i can be quite useless and helpless when it comes to controlling and getting her out of the temper. I have not learnt how to handle it yet.
Many challenges ahead of us.. but i hope i can conquer them one by one with her.

Work has been not very smooth also. got scolding once this week.
Many times of doing nothing. Everyone has something to do... why i have no SR, PR, CR ??
just give me something easy to do at least ...

i feel like changing job.. programmer life sux..

My journey with her started on 14th March 2009.
Thats a big mile stone for me and a good beginning.
I love shirley tung. !!

Best 24 hours ever

Wow, march 14 2009.
It shall be a day i will remember as the happiest date.
From midnight , we went to drink at fisherman.
continuation of the night at ECP on the beach until sun rise with a macdonalds breakfast.
Good feeling to feel the sea breeze while we sit and chat on the rocks.
Go back to sleep for 3 hours and continue this wonderful date..

Travelled to singapore flyers to buy tickets. booked for 730 show.
Went to the cathay to buy tickets.
went to PS to shop.
Saw this armani specs at PS which i really think is nice.. and she thinks i look younger in it.
I decided to get it but i think i shld wait for my pay to come still.

Went to marina for kenko fish spa.
Tat was my first fish spa. It lasted an hour though its suppose to be 10 mins.
good memories just chatting while the fish eats our leg.

Loads of hugs . Rushed to singapore flyers coz we were running late for the timing.
started to take lots of pics inside the flyers. Something took me by surprise is the pictures she wanted to buy.. She even paid for it and ordered 2. So sweet of her to say tat all i pay she wana pay that.

we had some spare time and she was already having gastric again.
I remembered that she like the soya bean at selegie area. We went for it and strolled to movie..

The movie 'Comin soon' was boring. Felt asleep at a few points really.
Part of the reason cos it really has been a long great day.
acc her take bus but she dont want me to waste money by getting off and taking cab later on.
it was about 12 at tat moment already.
Summing up the whole 24 hours. ITS THE PERFECT DAY FOR ME.
Wont be uploading pictures coz she have already done it.

jogging day

boring day at work today..
Just felt happy just doing sms with her.
Things are looking quite optimistic.
so far so good.
went for a jog..until punggol...
met her.. chatted.
and its 1 small step ahead for us.

I hope to take more steps till we both can really walk together

new updates

Hey, i'm suppose to be sleeping.

But i guess i will say something before i sleep.

I found a girl of my dreams. Nothing is confirmed yet. I am trying though.
I duno if this will eventually work out or not.. but i am willing to die trying anyway.

work is still work.. its getting better since i am starting to learn on the job.
There are still many things i dont know about work... feel like the deeper i go the less i really know about IT...

my resolve to lose weight did start a little.. tried taking food tat is less oily and drink more tea.
and also i join dainiel for jog almost every monday.
I failed IPPT so i must go for RT.. if tat is good exercise i dont mind going more...

I'm about to graduate !!!
that piece of paper called a bachelor.
but i must rent the graduation robe (its called regalia) which means 250 dollars deposit. !!!
but luckily the rental is only 20. desposit can take back so its ok.

back to the topic of the girl.. I must admit that through this few years of being single.. i nvr met a girl like tat. neither have i been really interested in any girl...
i do hope the "not so relevant" people dont read about this and go spreading...
its suppose to be a small secret coz i dun wana announce to whole world if i fail..
for now we are friends only.