End of ICT

its June and i have gotten used to being clerk and doing duties with FDS.

After all, its really easy work as compared to others.
I dont mind doing more but i do think tat in few years time i might mind already.


I got news from ncs that they will still pay me as per usual and get claims from the mindef.
I'm nt sure if i received pay from mindef as well. haven checked.

Well whatever it is as long as i m nt shortchanged i dont care also.

As for darling, i see that she is fighting war after war but i cant seem to cheer her up like how i used to. Have I run out of ideas or did i change ??

darling bought me 2 T shirts and i was damm happy about it. Our spree items are coming so we have more couple clothes to wear ...

Went with darling for class bbq and i think that perhaps my comment or what i overheard could have triggered everything. Though it isnt entirely becos of me but i do feel partly responsible.
Saw charmaine cry which is a rare thing. She is always holding herself back so she dont show her weak side. Thats her. It must have affected her alot.

Money wise this month i hope i can manage better than previous months and i can really make a good planning so that me and darling can go learn bike soon. That will really solve my transport problems. I'm getting more and more interested in bikes.

Turn of events

Its really suay till the end of May ..

I went reservist and i got posted to FDS. Whats more.. i cant be back to my medical center.

Got stuck at FDS doing clerk work but i have to book in with them as well.

I dunno seriously what all this really implies and how i am going to be really affected in future, but i know it does affect me now esp when i yearn for more time with my darling.

Sometimes, certain things which can be very simple can also jeopardise/threaten/ hurt a relationship.

Things like my phone causing me problems had been a big problem for me. But the problem is that if i buy a new phone now , i cant bring it to work so its quite wasted.

Thankfully darling stood by me for the entire May. Thank you darling. I know we had many problems to worry but we can solve them one by one de.

Good news is that its now June. June is a happy month. Went study with darling, Went for movies. I'm happy now. Despite having to book in 24 hrs before resting 48hrs . its pretty cool since i can spend time with darling.

Went to community service with darling class and it was fun. Did alot of stupid things but got free gift anyway. Too bad i cant join them to walk on sunday. I would if i could.

We went to Punggol End cos i drove her home just 2 days ago. First time in so long since i go there.

Last but not least, Thank you darling for going to perm your hair for me. I know you did it for me. I really appreciate(*Zhen Xi) your efforts de

Muackz.

Shall upload some pictures.