Share some videos.

Hey, today is the end of my computer security. Finally the end of the lectures. anyway the assignments are all killers. I dont know how to even begin.

Puttin that aside I have some video link for u guys to go and see..

綠袖子

作詞：陳靜楠　作曲：方文良　編曲：洪敬堯

你送的鳶尾花早已經枯了
你教的那首歌我學會彈了
風　把旋律吹亂了心　又隨風飛走了
我的手指　彈著彈著　想起你了

＊習慣在你手心練習那首歌
　習慣有你指尖輕輕跟著和
　歌　裡不再有你了你　還在回憶住著
　愈想忘了　愈會記得有你多快樂

＃揮別春天的綠袖子秋天開始　愛成飄落的葉子
　你的左手　有我許多沒寫完的字
　獨奏的綠袖子　是我一支鑰匙鎖著想你的住址
　我會記得　曾經有你愛我一次

Repeat ＊,＃

揮別春天的綠袖子秋天開始　愛成飄落的葉子
可不可以　不要成熟　也不要懂事
迴旋的綠袖子　音符還不休止繞成永遠的戒指
我會記得　曾經有你愛我一次
你送的鳶尾花早已經枯了
你教的那首歌我不再彈了

The above song is this diary of this girl. visited her vlog every few days cos i really think she sings well. very frank about herself and really chooses good songs. Touching.

http://www.im.tv/vlog/Personal/1296405/2709254

Next video is a superb dance video my bro showed me. You must Watch this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nowasba5edI&mode=related&search=

Last is a video done by maurice about medical center chaokeng ppl.Really funny and i hope he can upload more. Really wonderful how ppl can think of ideas how to keng to the limit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5570egBKMM

Its damm late. 3am already and i am not asleep. Time to sleep. after i wake up got to do com security already. The shit begins.

Crypto-lor-simi.

Yet another day of com security, this time about digital signature. I tot it would have no relation with the previous topics. Or at least no more math. But more math formulas came in. Whats more its all linked.

Goonzu- i bought and sold a set of bronze keys. Finally saved myself from the no money-ness.
Dont think i am going to sell more stuffs. Just want the tiger so my stuff is somewhat complete and dont have to worry about not playing for a while and everything will disappear. in fact i want to make my weapon higher rank and i can disappear to study. somewhat feel tat logging into the game is just cos i am bored and wana find ppl to talk to. (maybe deep down i am still very lonely and wana play, but i think my studies really come 1st.

Tml class starts at 9. SIANZ!!!! Gotta sleep early tonight. Duno if i can really sleep or not.
but i see that at least my life is getting somewhere. Actually in the midst of class today, i had some thinking that i wana quit this class and perhaps go back to do programming. Its not tat i cant do programming. its just tat i am not a very creative person and duno how to implement.
Security however, is very interesting. Somewhat feel tat this is what i want to do. Lookin back into this module, this makes me feel very depressed and think that if its all going to be math. i rather not do this job. I want a job which requires me to travel around, to do abit of professional advices, sometimes can stay in the office and finish up some admin. Have at least a 3K job.
Its really getting further and further. ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY !

Friday 2 diff ppl asked me out. 1 to partyworld and listen them sing hall, another to DBl O.
haven been to DBL O but i think its quite good . can drink at a cheap price. Gotta spend more money if i going DBL O. But if go partyworld hall its just order 1 drink very cheap nia .
Can go and chill and not think about all these security shit.
Decided. For now i shall just go through all my lecture and see what i can deduce from it.
Ciaoz. Trying not to over think and over stress myself.

A nice video blog. Good singing.

http://www.im.tv/VLOG/Personal/1296405/2685587

Above is a video blog. That girl likes to sing. Below is the lyrics

李玟 - 第九夜

想像心正在起飛 漫步在地中海邊

再見說過了以後 我離開你很遠

自以為是的從容 不想你把心放空

卻忘了旅行終究 得回頭

我在 回來時把倔強遺忘在 入境的門口

再也無處可躲 滿身的失落

在這 第九夜

沒有你的我 終於開始感到寂寞

過去這期間 我的無所謂 全都是謊言

過了 第九夜

我想用一切 回到十天前的世界

想念 那窗外卻已天黑 天黑

想像心正在起飛 漫步在地中海邊

再見說過了以後 我離開你很遠

自以為是的從容 不想你把心放空

卻忘了旅行終究 得回頭

我在 回來時把倔強遺忘在 入境的門口

再也無處可躲 滿身的失落

在這 第九夜

沒有你的我 終於開始感到寂寞

過去這期間 我的無所謂 全都是謊言

過了 第九夜

我想用一切 回到十天前的世界

想念 那窗外卻已天黑 天黑

在這 第九夜

沒有你的我 終於承認我好寂寞

過去這期間 我的無所謂 全都是謊言

過了 第九夜

我終於了解 幸福盛開在十天前

想念 全世界卻已天黑 天黑

Digital System Security - isit the right choice?

hi, this 2 days i been doing a new lecture by susilo. Called Computer security. Didnt expect this subject to be about cryptography and so damm difficult. F***.
http://www.securityfocus.com/microsoft <<<< this website is to see all your vulnerabilities on microsoft.

The last 1 week been fun. Did System administration by Daniel Saffioti. He is good at cracking jokes and makes alot of ppl stand to do demo. Its quite interactive, fun and its alot easier to understand. Didnt feel sleepy at all. Just 1 problem. All those that he explained in theory was nt difficult to understand. To apply is a whole new level again.

On Monday night, i met up Kucha ppl, ben, fea and 1 more guy. met up at 10 plus at night.. and went to drink some more. Abit skeptical about it at 1st, but really enjoyed myself in the end.
Its nice hanging out with them. Hopefully i get the chance to do it again.

Back to crypto. Gives me the creeps(and anger). Dont really understand how all this is in relation to our future work. Since all this logic has been worked out already, i believe programs have been written on them already. Why make us memorise and be able to explain the whole idiotic process again. Its like u dont have to be able to understand a car to drive a car. Just pluck in the key and know the traffic rules. What more? But no matter what, i canot disappoint my parents and not do well in this course. Will go to Goonzu less and willl spend more time studying instead. DOnt mind spending money to buy the book if it really does help me.

Really want to be more clever and able to produce results. God !! help me with this ! i sometimes feel i am so stupid, gullible, idiot,useless, a waste of resources and time. What is my existance for ? Hopefully i will find the answer somewhere in time. And within this year. I am going to graduate and will need to embark on another journey called work.

Thanks blog, for letting me say what i want and vent my emotions here.
will try to come in to blog more often.For now i shld sleep early. my panda eyes are getting darker.

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some older photos +today's blogging..

all were me in 2006. When i was in army. I think i am fatter then. was so slack and i think i really got to push myself to slim down. Lookin at these faces brings back alot of memories.

People who i like, dont like, people who did certain things and leave a trace in my life.

I am glad all these happened and made me the person i am today.

Today i woke up late. On my pc and started studying actually. Did C++. Then zq wanted to meet up. then in a while time, eve wana meet up too. feel tat eve didnt change at all. her hair is the same color as mine. she is just doing temp job. duno when is she gonna settle for a perm job.

her bf is quite nice. sent me to hg mall and i met zq there. had alot of talk. he is intending to stage a breakup. i support him too.

I really like the shirt i wore today. its the one in previous post. Thinking even to do embroidory of my name on the shirt collar. quite cool. weddin dinner is a bore. Its the usual stuff. Nt many meinu to see also. even see also duno them. no point. Jennifer is really pretty today. Too bad the husband isnt tat good looking. he isnt even rich to begin with. quite alot of ppl doubt her decision. but i think if they both work really hard they can work it out too. Its love committment at the end of the day. my hair is the nicest i have done so far. Took some pics too. Show next time.

Shall finish up the lecture notes before sleeping. Canot afford to lose time nt studying anymore.

Pictures. From the past till now.

Below are some of my photos. From the past till now.

above are recent photos which are taken in oct. feel tat i look better in pic now than last time. at least now my pimples are nt there. Whats left over are all the acne scars and my ugly face.

y didnt god give me height when he know my face is gonna be like this ?

maybe tats y i got to work harder than others. to slim down, to have a pretty face. what about height ? didnt i play enough basketball in sec school ???

Now its not changable anymore. Just pray tat i will do well in work and be able to make it big.

I'm back. For good.

Hi, I am back. After so long. a 2 years + break from army and my relationships, i am back finally.
I realise that a blog is an emotional let-out and it is really a good mean of venting of your emotions. I feel that i am finally a grown up - someone who really knows what he is doing and is in control of his life.
Relationship
I have broken up with ms EVE for going a year already. Please dont prompt about anythin about the relationship or the reason for break up. lets just settle that we are not meant for each other. Some may bad mouth about this relationship. I just think that i have grown pretty much from it too. Learn to love someone more than previous relationships. Learnt to maintain a relationship which is always problematic and rocky.
ARMY
2 years of army i have been a blur cock recruit. a weak medic trainee at SMTI, a forgetful private, depressed LCP but a confident CPL. Been Comms IC, DOCU IC, alot of C and DM, alot of range and field camps. Learnt to be on good terms with ppl.
Do a good job and give the right image. Learnt to keep calm and handle situations.
Life
My life had been boring with a few interesting points.
The phone call incident was a WOW. Heard someone in other camps got cheated off his valuables.
Went for Tonsillectomy operation. Cecilia was my nurse!!! how nice. seeing all the trainee nt knowing what to do can be quite funny too. too bad didnt get to know the cute nurse.
I now can jog for a hour and a half non stop. I think i can push the limits further.