Digital System Security - isit the right choice?
hi, this 2 days i been doing a new lecture by susilo. Called Computer security. Didnt expect this subject to be about cryptography and so damm difficult. F***.
http://www.securityfocus.com/microsoft <<<< this website is to see all your vulnerabilities on microsoft.
The last 1 week been fun. Did System administration by Daniel Saffioti. He is good at cracking jokes and makes alot of ppl stand to do demo. Its quite interactive, fun and its alot easier to understand. Didnt feel sleepy at all. Just 1 problem. All those that he explained in theory was nt difficult to understand. To apply is a whole new level again.
On Monday night, i met up Kucha ppl, ben, fea and 1 more guy. met up at 10 plus at night.. and went to drink some more. Abit skeptical about it at 1st, but really enjoyed myself in the end.
Its nice hanging out with them. Hopefully i get the chance to do it again.
Back to crypto. Gives me the creeps(and anger). Dont really understand how all this is in relation to our future work. Since all this logic has been worked out already, i believe programs have been written on them already. Why make us memorise and be able to explain the whole idiotic process again. Its like u dont have to be able to understand a car to drive a car. Just pluck in the key and know the traffic rules. What more? But no matter what, i canot disappoint my parents and not do well in this course. Will go to Goonzu less and willl spend more time studying instead. DOnt mind spending money to buy the book if it really does help me.
Really want to be more clever and able to produce results. God !! help me with this ! i sometimes feel i am so stupid, gullible, idiot,useless, a waste of resources and time. What is my existance for ? Hopefully i will find the answer somewhere in time. And within this year. I am going to graduate and will need to embark on another journey called work.
Thanks blog, for letting me say what i want and vent my emotions here.
will try to come in to blog more often.For now i shld sleep early. my panda eyes are getting darker.
http://www.securityfocus.com/microsoft <<<< this website is to see all your vulnerabilities on microsoft.
The last 1 week been fun. Did System administration by Daniel Saffioti. He is good at cracking jokes and makes alot of ppl stand to do demo. Its quite interactive, fun and its alot easier to understand. Didnt feel sleepy at all. Just 1 problem. All those that he explained in theory was nt difficult to understand. To apply is a whole new level again.
On Monday night, i met up Kucha ppl, ben, fea and 1 more guy. met up at 10 plus at night.. and went to drink some more. Abit skeptical about it at 1st, but really enjoyed myself in the end.
Its nice hanging out with them. Hopefully i get the chance to do it again.
Back to crypto. Gives me the creeps(and anger). Dont really understand how all this is in relation to our future work. Since all this logic has been worked out already, i believe programs have been written on them already. Why make us memorise and be able to explain the whole idiotic process again. Its like u dont have to be able to understand a car to drive a car. Just pluck in the key and know the traffic rules. What more? But no matter what, i canot disappoint my parents and not do well in this course. Will go to Goonzu less and willl spend more time studying instead. DOnt mind spending money to buy the book if it really does help me.
Really want to be more clever and able to produce results. God !! help me with this ! i sometimes feel i am so stupid, gullible, idiot,useless, a waste of resources and time. What is my existance for ? Hopefully i will find the answer somewhere in time. And within this year. I am going to graduate and will need to embark on another journey called work.
Thanks blog, for letting me say what i want and vent my emotions here.
will try to come in to blog more often.For now i shld sleep early. my panda eyes are getting darker.
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