Happy Again
After the huge fight, we have moved on.
As quickly as it all happened, darling( now baby) decided to push the reset button.
We quickly changed our pet names and started being sweet to each other.
I feel that she changed alot recently for me. She noticed and tried to change those things i said about her. But the fight isnt a 1 man show, I am trying to do my best to change for her too.
As much as I can, I will still spend time and plan events so that we could have a more fufilling relationship. A relationship that brings more life into us and let her come into my world more. I want her to meet my friends so we could have more topics to talk about.
Over the weekends she had a quarrel at home. It started bad and it almost went out of control. I felt guilty as it was started with my things. So in some ways it was me who caused everything. I know her brother dont get along well with her (character and mindset) and its a long history of not getting along. I was happy i stood by her and comforted her.. and we went to supper club with my friend .. the night was good cos i saw her getting along with the rest.
Though i dont post all the good things on the blog, the good things are always kept in the heart.
Blogging for me is not to write to someone but just to myself. To vent my anger and to post nonsensical stuff so that I would come back and read it decades later. I didnt give out this blog add so i doubt many friends knew about this blog. But whoever reading, i hope the person isnt too affected by my words. I am biased here cos its my blog (writing from my prospective).
Saturday was a holiday. I wanted very much to just go outh with baby but it was an extremely hot day so she stayed over at my place to watch toy story 1&2 while i went dental. Deep down I am happy she even told me everyone was staying home though its a holiday. I know she is just trying to make me feel better while i go dental and she stays home. Thats sweet. She could have complained it was a holiday and a rare chance to go out but she didnt. To make up for that, i bought 2 tubs of Ben&Jerry Ice cream and tibits for her.
Watching the show together is really sweet. Cos when the sweet scenes are there, we have someone to hug and laugh together. Something I always tot is an advantage of being attached. The show is still ongoing and I do hope this show can bring us more love and laughter.
As quickly as it all happened, darling( now baby) decided to push the reset button.
We quickly changed our pet names and started being sweet to each other.
I feel that she changed alot recently for me. She noticed and tried to change those things i said about her. But the fight isnt a 1 man show, I am trying to do my best to change for her too.
As much as I can, I will still spend time and plan events so that we could have a more fufilling relationship. A relationship that brings more life into us and let her come into my world more. I want her to meet my friends so we could have more topics to talk about.
Over the weekends she had a quarrel at home. It started bad and it almost went out of control. I felt guilty as it was started with my things. So in some ways it was me who caused everything. I know her brother dont get along well with her (character and mindset) and its a long history of not getting along. I was happy i stood by her and comforted her.. and we went to supper club with my friend .. the night was good cos i saw her getting along with the rest.
Though i dont post all the good things on the blog, the good things are always kept in the heart.
Blogging for me is not to write to someone but just to myself. To vent my anger and to post nonsensical stuff so that I would come back and read it decades later. I didnt give out this blog add so i doubt many friends knew about this blog. But whoever reading, i hope the person isnt too affected by my words. I am biased here cos its my blog (writing from my prospective).
Saturday was a holiday. I wanted very much to just go outh with baby but it was an extremely hot day so she stayed over at my place to watch toy story 1&2 while i went dental. Deep down I am happy she even told me everyone was staying home though its a holiday. I know she is just trying to make me feel better while i go dental and she stays home. Thats sweet. She could have complained it was a holiday and a rare chance to go out but she didnt. To make up for that, i bought 2 tubs of Ben&Jerry Ice cream and tibits for her.
Watching the
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