Sunday, May 24, 2009

what a month - May 2009

May 2009.

From the start of the May 2009, it hasnt been good for me.

Start of the month i got into a car accident. This lady bang me. ask me go survey the insurance how much then later turn back to claim that i bang her instead. Loads of trouble started.
Money problem comes when this month i duno why everything was a few hundreds to pay out and i really didnt have enough for myself and darling. Turns out i had to bring her up almost everyday ...

That wasnt the end. At work, i was trying to run some test in the database and locked out the account. Had to see the manager to explain and unlock the account. That sux and brought my mood to a new low point.

Another day i did a user testing at another lab and i duno y i brought back the virus to office.
My antivirus has nvr been updated before so it didnt reflect on my PC. It turned up at the user side.. and the user has to file a report. I wonder if it will become a bigger problem for me soon...

At home, i duno if my family really can accept shirley as my gf. Seems ok sometimes and seems not ok in other times.

For all that darling has been there for me and i really thank her for it. Without her, i would have gone into deep depression and even wanted to quit my job.

I'm so sorry that my darling has to go through all that with me and i cant help her with her problems. The most i could do is to help her with her school work.

I'm going to reservist next week and i'm not prepared at all. I dont know what my life has turned into and why all that bad luck has befallen on me.
HOw can i get rid of all these ?? What happened ??

SOrry Blog... i always use this space to just vent out my problems. In midst of all these, i'm only happy that may is just 1 week away and i hope june would be better for me.

Daniel's project i'm nt doing anything so i doubt i would get anything from it too...

I should start sourcing for a new job soon. I need a change of environment.
I need to earn more so that our lifes wont be as bad as now... Its not that i dont earn enough but as it all goes to savings and my mom, i'm left with half and that seriously isnt enough to spend.