day 1 without her

The day started bad with my mom giving me problems. broke my promise coz she scream over the phone to ask me come home. felt so angry on the way home.. and so sorry to disappoint her.

Woke up and spoke to her about the issue. Its actually not the 1st time and not a problem that just arise.. She has always been possessive mom. Didnt mind that in the past coz i was single and i feel i should be filial. Most of my friends didnt have problems even nt going home for a few days.
Why does my mom want to control me so much.
I'm matured and old enough to handle my life. She can care.. but dont step on the lines pls...

I didnt actually sleep much .. maybe just 2 hours or so. Felt abit drained and headache. That headache kept me awake the whole day in fact. last talked to my darling just before she went by the custom. I nvr felt so sian before... In fact.. through the day i keep lookin at the phone waiting for sms.. Flashes of memories keep appearing in my mind. I'm lucky i finished my work before lunch.. afternoon was more relaxed. even as i watch abit of drama , i kept thinking.. how i wish i could watch these drama with her. laugh and pity the characters together.

Time crawled until 6. even travelling home is a bore. Used to be looking forward to finishing work so i could meet her. Now i can only walk slowly to get home.. and all the time thinking of how to get the message through to my mom to get off my back.

Darling left me some homework ... I dont feel like doing it coz i really feel so sianz....
DARLING I MISS YOU !!!!

That reminds me. Now let me formally introduce *by picture* my girlfriend.