Day 3. Counting down to arrival

Day 3 is much easier than day 2.
Its like the feeling when you climb mountain after you climb to the top.
Now I have another half of the journey walking down. but walking down is easier.
Over here after +2 days.. i am counting down coz tomorrow can see her.
That gives me motivation and we did sms alot. That kept me going.
If we didnt sms at all it would have been hell. Lucky we did. However, i even took out my PSP and look at our pictures.

When i was on the train or bus, i sometimes will spot other girls.. and it always reminded me of her.
Not that those girls would look like her, but her image would just pop up.

I had a dream last night. I dreamed of winning something.. nt sure if its toto or 4D. But i was damm happy about it la. Even told her about it . I wonder if i would really strike 1 some day.

We chatted quite abit on the phone at night. I find that day 3 is a fast day as i started counting down. Time isnt crawling anymore. In fact, i was busy at work and after work i came home to watch Perfect Cut 2. I have many episodes to catch still. Now at episode 8 only.

Heard about darling spending over there. I know things are expensive and i want to help her out as much as i can. I DONT WANT to be a FISHMONGER. I know situations may be difficult but i am trying to make this relationship work.

I truely feel that this time i found someone different, someone not like anyone i dated before. A total diff kind. Someone who will sacrifice(xi sheng) for me even when she is suffering.

At night when we chatted over the phone, she did say that i'm often not concentrating. AM I ?
i tot i am quite focused already. Think my concentration span is quite short ba. That explains my grades in school always.

DARLING ~ Come back soon. I miss you.