Everyday Problems
OK. I am here to nag about my problems...
I dont keep problems very well in my heart so i might as well say it all out here.
Problem 1 :
Money. The root of most problems ever to Human(* of this age). This is a particular long month cos i bought my specs, spent more time and money out with darling, took alot of cab. I blame it all on myself for taking so much cab earlier. Now i regret. LOL.
I know darling want to help me but i dont want to even think about using her money. U can call it men's pride(zi zun) but i just dont think its something i shld do. I have 21 days more to pay day.
Thats a full 3 weeks and i really dun have much. Worry much cos i dont think i cant hang out with her that much if thats the case. Or even cant go to many places. That worries me.
Problem 2 :
Love. While she is facing problems with her friends confrontation, i am facing insecurity cos i'm afraid she might not be able to take it and collapse to it. I want to help but i feel so helpless. Is this too soon ? To me i have been single for 3 years + That isnt very soon for me... I really hit it off with her so well we just progress so fast.. stick so close we chat and talk so much. I may not understand her that well yet but i am definitely not one of the guys from before that will abuse her, bully her or even use her money. I even went to the extent of bringing her home, announcing to my whole world. How can a guy who wants to play do all that and leave himself with no other choice to flirt/play around. if any friend hers reading this, i hope this will help clear some mis understanding and ease her problem.
Problem 3 :
Work has been stressful at times. With new things to do its new challenges. I know that I'm no longer new. I want to learn things and i want to get along with the rest. But i dont know what is this barrier between me and them. Everyone seem to be chatting on Inbit but no1 talks to me really. I feel left out and i feel like i am not blending in. Why ? Do i need to watch soccer and play the same game so i blend in ?? How can i improve this work situation ? i need to seriously improve before this project ends so that I can get a better project soon and i can get more experience on programming and this job. I dont want to be stuck like this forever.
I dont keep problems very well in my heart so i might as well say it all out here.
Problem 1 :
Money. The root of most problems ever to Human(* of this age). This is a particular long month cos i bought my specs, spent more time and money out with darling, took alot of cab. I blame it all on myself for taking so much cab earlier. Now i regret. LOL.
I know darling want to help me but i dont want to even think about using her money. U can call it men's pride(zi zun) but i just dont think its something i shld do. I have 21 days more to pay day.
Thats a full 3 weeks and i really dun have much. Worry much cos i dont think i cant hang out with her that much if thats the case. Or even cant go to many places. That worries me.
Problem 2 :
Love. While she is facing problems with her friends confrontation, i am facing insecurity cos i'm afraid she might not be able to take it and collapse to it. I want to help but i feel so helpless. Is this too soon ? To me i have been single for 3 years + That isnt very soon for me... I really hit it off with her so well we just progress so fast.. stick so close we chat and talk so much. I may not understand her that well yet but i am definitely not one of the guys from before that will abuse her, bully her or even use her money. I even went to the extent of bringing her home, announcing to my whole world. How can a guy who wants to play do all that and leave himself with no other choice to flirt/play around. if any friend hers reading this, i hope this will help clear some mis understanding and ease her problem.
Problem 3 :
Work has been stressful at times. With new things to do its new challenges. I know that I'm no longer new. I want to learn things and i want to get along with the rest. But i dont know what is this barrier between me and them. Everyone seem to be chatting on Inbit but no1 talks to me really. I feel left out and i feel like i am not blending in. Why ? Do i need to watch soccer and play the same game so i blend in ?? How can i improve this work situation ? i need to seriously improve before this project ends so that I can get a better project soon and i can get more experience on programming and this job. I dont want to be stuck like this forever.
posted by alpha5 at
7:48:00 PM
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