FYP. I am screwed up.

What a strange time. After half a year of not posting anything.. and years of not writing anything inside my blog.. I found myself coming back to this blog again.
why ??
i think a blog is really the place where i can rely on .. to talk about my worries. happiness and sadness...
Blog wont abandon me as long as i remember the id.

Over the past 9 months. I ORD... and started a new phase of life..

new phase of life means new lifestyle.
I realised that i am more of a slacker.. wanting to not do anythin more than ever.
Is that what army have taught me ??

I see myself passing exams but of bad grades...I know and see the importance of having good grades and knowing what i am doing.
I did learn a great deal of things from this degree ...
esp friends whom are very good and always help me.

Now i am doing my final year project and its very difficult for me ..
Though i learnt OO programming, my basics doesnt take me that far.
I dont make it so complicated.
Often on bus i would think of my dearest blog. Whether this is an abandoned place i should come back, but it nvr took off. No thoughts no action.
Finally i got this chance ... and this action.

I decided to work harder ...